"Big sexy man!"

August 23, 2013 2135

            The room was as black as it was silent when my eyes thought about opening.  The pain in my back screeched obscenities at me and I began to wonder if I would be able to move my legs.  My right arm had been numb and dead for about an hour and I had to pee.

            But The Goat Man’s warm naked flesh was wrapped around mine and I knew there was nothing better on the other side of the covers.  I thought a minute about her, but I didn’t want to waste the time.  I thought about him, but realized he wouldn’t waste his time thinking about me.  I smiled at the glimpse of the girls.  I really miss the girls.

            The Goat Man was snoring like the echo a small room.  His hot breath was on the back of my neck and my body started to respond.  I rolled over toward his warm body and his arms pulled me close.  What more could this girl ask for.

            I remembered the lady in McDonalds a couple days ago.  She sat by between the door and us all alone.  She did not stand out in any particular way.  She was simply a woman in our parents’ generation sitting at a McDonalds table.  When The Goat Man started to stand her eyes stuck to him like gum on a bleacher.  Those eyes followed his sternum up until her head was required to tilt up as well. 

            “Big Sexy Man!” She whispered under her breath as he walked past her.  I followed until we were past her then The Goat Man went outside and I went to the restroom.  I chuckled on my way there.

            As I walked out of the bathroom and passed by the McDonald’s lady she was discussing my man’s sexy body with her hands.  I’m pretty sure they agreed with her.  I know my hands agree he is a big sexy man and very hard not to touch.

            I snuggled closer to my big sexy man’s warm body.  The hair on his chest tickles my body.  I thought about what needed to be done today and could think of nothing.  There are no jobs left to apply for.  It is a shame to run out of applications to fill out just when The Goat Man was starting to figure the computers out.

            I could not think of any reason to open my eyes.

            “Mornin beautiful.”

            “Mornin” The big sexy man mumbled in his morning growl.

            “Did you sleep well?”

            “No.  Too much on my mind.”  I love the raspy sound of his morning voice.

            “What do we have to do today?”

            “I don’t know what to do.”  We pulled each other closer in agreement.  We both lay there numb, lost, stressed, and dozing on and off for hours before we finally awoke to the dark and rainy day.